Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in Dragon Tamer's LiveJournal:

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Tuesday, May 31st, 2005
1:25 am	Love at First Sight Her eyes light a fire in my soul A burning not felt since smuthered by harsh words and even harsher actions. Everything becomes blured, blured except for her... she walks, ney, floats around the room never leaving the gaze of my eyes for my stare has become addicted to her beauty. Time stops, was it ever really there? the chaotic world around is ignored for her, how can this one wandering soul cause such stillness? Such a paradox of stillness and passion a passion of love, a stillness of fear, a dread of losing this moment a future without my soul blazing with your love. Current Music: Gorillaz's New Album - Demon Days (1 Cap Popped | Pop a Cap)
Tuesday, March 15th, 2005
2:29 am	Well...I thought I was done with this thing, but it's one of those nights. This is the only time I need to express myself it seems anymore, probably because it's the only extreme I feel anymore. You Aren't In the Best Of Moods While you aren't full on depressed, things aren't going your way. You may be hurt, angry, frustrated... or all three. Not to worry - you'll be feeling fine in no time. What Mood Are You In? I dunno if happiness will ever find me again, b/c I don't feel like looking for it. Blah on life and the shit it makes me think. Who knows, maybe I'll read other peoples post more regularly now :-{ (Pop a Cap)
Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004
1:49 am	FURIOUS I have no idea why I just snapped...I was playin online poker, in a multi-table tourney (204 people). I call a raise pre-flop with 9-10, catch 2 pair, the other guy catches trips with pocket aces...bad beat on my part I suppose...But some fucker in the room, after I leave, makes the comment that I had no business being in that hand...and I snap. I can't stop twitching, and am ready to fight someone, anyone, maybe even the bunch of "nigga's" that moved up here from their closed down project housing. I don't know why I'm so friggin angry right now, maybe it was the fact I couldn't respond to the comment b/c I was removed from the table, after losing. Either way I hope he falls and chokes on his father's penis. >-O (Pop a Cap)
Wednesday, November 10th, 2004
11:42 pm	When a friend is in distress, what can you do? So worked up, just want their space, what can you do? Like a family member, what can you do? :: sigh :: I'm so worried, what can I do? (Pop a Cap)
Friday, October 29th, 2004
1:26 am	Happy Halloween I was listening to my music while walking campus and an idea for some creative expression came to me, a dark poem inspired by the halloween season. The sky is grayed yet the day is bright more clouds to come it turns to night. The rain falls swiftly while the thunder roars tonight the children sleep but with open doors Afraid of the bogeymen who've brought the tempest the shadows dancing, lightning, relentless. The wind is howling, screaming for attention coming from what seems, is in every direction. The chaos is building growing and climbing, while fear is consuming any hope of surviving. Also, a friend just had some b/f issues, and that sucks. She didn't deserve that bullshit, but I hope it all works out for her. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Ultra Chilled Vol. 4 Disc 1 (1 Cap Popped | Pop a Cap)
Monday, October 25th, 2004
1:19 am	Argh! Well, that was rude....1/4 of the people living in my dorm, one of four people, just walked into the room, with like 5 other people watching tv, and just turns off the light and says turn down the tv I'm going to bed. What the hell!? It was mostly the sudden and forced enviroment change with no forewarning or letting us know. Hell, 2 of 'em were finishing math homework. I'm just venting b/c I'm bored and have nothing else to do at the time other than homework, but I'm too distracted and I have the worst journal entries ever, so skim over it. :) (Pop a Cap)
Thursday, October 21st, 2004
11:19 pm	HELL YA! BRIAN ROCKS. Which Family Guy character are you? (2 Caps Popped | Pop a Cap)
Wednesday, October 13th, 2004
1:27 am	Well, I knew it would happen, just didn't figure it'd be this soon. I've burnt myself out, and I just realized I missed the PSA meeting tonight...damnit. Sorry to you all, but I was at least doing school work. Maybe that's why I feel like this whole night's been out of whack. I feel like everything is just coming way to fast, so much so I'm thinking of just getting out of engineering while I still have the chance. But I have no idea what I want to do, so that's probably not the best idea I've ever had. I'm just going to babble on if I continue this entry so I'm ending it now, goodnight. Current Mood: gloomy (1 Cap Popped | Pop a Cap)
Thursday, September 30th, 2004
3:38 pm	Bad news for those of the past Well, I dunno if I'm going to be coming back to MediaPlay over the holidays now. My old store manager/bowling buddy was fired yesterday, he was the one with the skull-et (mullet). I don't have any details but it's sad, and apparently Tom was also let go, he was the loud talkative one. Vance was definitly the best manager I've ever had, only the 3rd or fourth, but he was awesome and got to know his employees. MP will miss ya vinnie. Current Mood: calm (Pop a Cap)
Sunday, September 26th, 2004
1:25 am	Show's Over Quickly the curtain falls with no time to react, the shows over, if you don't get it, too bad, can't go back. You have your memories, of the events that unfolded, but no guide to show you how to interpret what happened. Now the usher is asking you to leave, you don't have to go home but you can't stay here, why not you may ask but he simply works there. Gather your things and pretend you know where you're going, but really your just trying to figure out how to get another showing. (Pop a Cap)
1:05 am	Well, my first weekend at OSU, or at least my first friday, and saturday, went, well...poopy. Friday I was invited to a party, but could not find it (just a street name is hardly anything to go by). And tonight I was supposed to see a movie with a group I'm in, but I guess I got the time or place mixed up and missed the group but saw the movie. Shaun of the Dead, was a hilarious movie, but I'm just beginning to feel a little isolated/out of place for right now. I'm sure it'll pass but for now it just saddens me a bit. Current Mood: blah Current Music: Some depressing song that's stuck in my head. (Pop a Cap)
Thursday, September 23rd, 2004
7:35 pm	Second Day of Class So I had my first unaltered day of class today. College, is well college. You spend more time on school work, but in the end have more free time because it's all your time. No parents to nag, no chores but your own, and less school in class. But anyway, did my calc. homework today that's not due till monday, I'll probably end up doing most of my physics tonight that's not due till tuesday, then weekend to party and explore columbus. SHIT! I was supposed to call Media Play today...oh well. I only have class till like 1:18 I'll do it tomorrow. Peace out peeps. Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: Bouncin off the walls again - Sugarcult (Pop a Cap)
Wednesday, September 22nd, 2004
4:09 pm	Just got a new client since the site jew'd me (apologize for offending any antisemites out there) Seeing if it worked if it does, then I suggest LockJournal b/c Semagic doesn't work for me on WinXP. (Pop a Cap)
4:01 pm	Well since this stupid new update page just erased everything I typed I'm no longer in the mood to post... :( First day of class went well. Worried work maybe too much, but small hours shouldn't be big deal. Time to work, play later. Peace out. (Pop a Cap)
Tuesday, September 21st, 2004
11:07 am	OSU What's up LJ!? I'm now representing Columbus here at OSU. Maybe I'll update more since I'll be at my computer more, but who knows for sure. 345 Bradley Hall, W. 12th Street Columbus, OH 43210 Send me goodies or stop on by, it's just right off high street. :: runs around room chanting the fight song (bum bum ba ba bum ba bum ba ba) :: (Pop a Cap)
Wednesday, September 8th, 2004
10:23 pm	New shoeski's Check it Don't have web space so here's a pic on geocities OSU in like 10 days, I'm excitied, and honestly I just want to get it over with. The suspense builds and suspense is hype and hype is useless b/c it makes a good thing less exciting and a bad thing worse. (Pop a Cap)
Friday, August 20th, 2004
12:27 pm	girls are retarded (3 Caps Popped | Pop a Cap)
1:23 am	Just forget my recent entries. I update too much. (Pop a Cap)
Thursday, August 19th, 2004
1:51 am	Girls suck. It's always the same old story, of OH! my ex says he made a terrible mistake, he wants to get back together for the hundreth time. I just got off a 13 hour shift and I'm not in the most bestest moods, or in the right mind to type words that make much sense so I just wanted to let you all know that girls are the dumbest thing on the planet until they learn a few things. "I wanna piss on you....drip drip drip" -R. Kelly (Dave Chapelle) (2 Caps Popped | Pop a Cap)
Tuesday, August 17th, 2004
12:40 am	I'm updating...yes, me. I haven't lately b/c it's summer and so I've never really been home. It kinda sucks because I know that in a few months I'll probably be at college and forget many things this summer, but I don't want to. I guess I should try to update this more often, but it's too late for catching up, I'd say I'll do it later but I know myself better than that. Anyway, I'm just online right now talking to Amanda, she's extra cool, and definitly brings feelings I haven't had in a while, especially those of attraction. I've been attracted to people don't get me wrong, dimers show up in many a place. But it's different (trust me). I dunno, I just want a record of her, in case it goes no where, and I'm at college forgetting everything I used to do. So goodnight, ya'll don't do nothin I wouldn't do...read my journal entries and you'll see that's like nothing. (Pop a Cap)